Lunes, Agosto 27, 2012

My Citizenship


What are the prospects and limits of my citizenship?

The Philippine National Flag
My sense of being Filipino has changed throughout the years. I felt that being Filipino meant merely patronizing famous works written by Rizal, Balagtas and the like. Years back speaking Filipino and positively speaking for the Filipinos were enough to say I was a good citizen. I had hoped of getting through school and eventually leaving the country for a lot of reasons be it the pursuit of adventure, greener pastures and even the mark of getting fed up and giving up on living as a Filipino where criminality, corruption and poverty are widespread. Admittedly, my two decades of being Filipino felt more like getting fed up by news on killings, theft, ill politics, showbiz drama, corruption and the likes. It created a sense of helplessness in me and felt like leaving the country after university. I had lost faith in the capability of people in this country to come back to their senses and be able to finally take the few steps in acting to come up with something Filipino to be proud of.

Jose Rizal authored notable
Filipino literary pieces.

Foto credit:skamid.com
It is when, during unexpected circumstances that opportunities are presented and it is up to that person whether or not that opportunity shall be used for whatever purpose it may serve.

For the past year, given the opportunity to work with a team that has helped inspire social awareness and advocacies to help spark up change my sense of being Filipino was starting to emerge from all the negativity of hopelessness and shame, but it was until getting to meet wonderful people from non-government organizations and being guided by people in the academe who speak wisely of our roles and potentialities despite the supposed and assumed limitations such as age, financial capabilities, social stature, political interest, philosophical orientation, type of advocacy and such. In my citizenship and governance class, complemented by my globalization and development class I was able to realize a clearer view of my being a Filipino citizen:


I am never too young to be a source of change in society.



Despite my still being in University, without my own source of income and my own established financial means, I when working with people who have realized the same cause and are driven to achieve that can find ways to succeed.

My desire to achieve should come hand in hand with commitment- the commitment to persistently head forward and overcome hurdles and work around other people’s limitations be it time, finances, degree of commitment and their willingness to partake.

In turn, I too know that as a starting individual, relatively younger and have things to anticipate and be prepared for to experience and undergo I have financial limitations, my circle of influence is still in the process of development and my thoughts are subject to criticism and exogenous forces. I cannot act simply on my own and expect that I be capable of managing everything without delegation- that I am not undermining my capabilities but rather recognizing that properly efficiently and effectively functioning bodies of organization does not flourish with one sole organ but rather parts with clear lines of functions to carry out and co-function in order to realize goals and deliver results.

I am Filipino and I have come to live by my principles of pragmatism, persistence, resilience, passion and teamwork.



Pursuit of Learning



“Life is about experiencing” is a thought that speaks about such a wonderful journey discovering the self at a deeper level.

Growing up being surrounded by outspoken, loving, hardworking and charitable people members of society has influenced a sense of awareness about how blessed I have been and how I should be responding to giving back as an act of gratitude.

Mizuho bankers and their family members
during an outreach program in 2009.

At a young age, my siblings and myself have become witnesses to wonderful opportunities of getting to meet people, share stories and pick up wonderful lessons to cherish and grow up with. Visits to orphanages and homes for the elderly initiated by senior members of the family and friends opened up a view of how others live. I knew back then that in time, although I did not know exactly how just yet that I would like to set up a home to bring people together and be it a sanctuary that would care for, guide and inspire. School happened and so as teenage life. Priorities revolved around achieving academically, wanting to make folks proud with medals and awards garnered. Things done were geared towards establishing the self and investing in that academically brilliant resume that would help land such great job offers. In university, it was fun going out with friends, letting loose while still acing classes and maintaining that academically wonderful CGPA. Years spent growing up were about the self, aiming for what would define success and focusing on that path. It was until our small group of friends, called Beads.ph from DLSU began getting interested in competitions for that sense of thrill arguing amongst ourselves and crafting together impressive solutions to business cases given hoping to get recognized. From business plans, social entrepreneurship strategies  to social advocacy programs; all gave a sense of fulfillment getting to work with such driven people but it was the opportunity of going beyond ourselves and doing one thing that is more than what is written on paper, flashed and presented on screen and is expected to fetch such wonderful songs of praise from supposedly impressed people. “What happens after this project?” was a resonating thought- a feeling that invoked a feeling of lacking something.

ColgateFreshU Sponsored program spearheaded by DLSU BEADS.ph
Foto credit: Jin de la Cruz
Colgate FreshU was more than merely working with a team to be recognized for a nicely written paper on helping out and being that small sparks of change. It was call to action by challenging individuals like myself to go beyond our existing paradigms and take part in translating thoughts and ideas into action. It has been a year since our team last joined the competition. A lot of things have come such as working opportunities for other members of our team. Some have been traveling attending to private matters, but it is the will and the desire to finish what has been started and bringing something of more value into this world that has held our team together. It was a challenge coordinating with parties involved as there have been different priorities to attend to, but key to the success of every team is communication- getting to share and exchange ideas, motivate, delegate, inspire and encourage. We began working with issues that concern us and from there identify factors that cause such issues. With research conducted, our team was able to come up with BEADang Kabuhayan, a social awareness education program that aims to empower mother and the youth in less privileged communities in three key levels: Firstly, empowerment through inclusion wherein participants are asked to interact with each other to share experiences living in the community, problems and find friends in each other; secondly is empowerment through education whereby module conducted focus on skills in creating recycled paperbeads, usage of tools, jewelry designing; thirdly empowerment through employment whereby participants given skills passed on allow them to transform what we usually consider waste into something valuable and worth selling and get a sense of fulfillment being pro-creators and find the inner artists in them and sell their pieces as a source of added income. The project focuses on delinquency and criminality among the youth and research shows that poverty is not the main cause of these issues. It is rather the lack of opportunities and disassociation that cause such problems.

Nanay Auring practicing wire bending
Foto credit: Jin dela Cruz
Balancing school and facilitating the project was a bit of a challenge as I had to work within a timeframe given constraints in resources available. Careful planning allowed me to communicate with members of our team and delegated key roles to efficiently meet deadlines and maximize manpower. Student volunteers successfully partook by assisting participants and resource people as they conduct seminars. Speakers invited from the Philippine Community Fund such as Ate Virgie, Ate Mylene, Mr. Marcel and Mr. James, together with Mrs. Mariela Sison spoke about their personal experiences of harwork helped motivate mothers and youth alike. Mothers and youth from Barangay 768 have become our friends who welcomed us with such open arms.

That sense of pride that was brought by prestigious awards given for well written proposals meant nothing compared to the sense of fulfillment brought by seeing how happy and inspired people involved in the project have become. Listening to people’s experiences and seeing how their faces have lit up speak much stronger than coming up with impressive and hifalutin adjectives. I take pride in seeing how engaged and involved my friends have become that they did not need much pushing, but acted out of love and passion.

Mizuho banker children making friends in 2009
We are never too young to initiate positive change. 

Lunes, Agosto 6, 2012

Aspirations and Setting that Goal


What do I hope to achieve?
The Journey to Realizations

LaSallian student volunteers together with BEADang Kabuhayan participants
and speakers from PCF Mr. Marcel Clado and CampBeads Mrs. Mariela Sison
during the recognition rites last August 04,2012. Photo Credit: Jin Dela Cruz

It has been a year when my team began joining competitions from inter-university marketing strategies, social entrepreneurship programs, to social advocacy projects.
Baby Ella, daughter of one of the
program participants
Photo Credit: Jin Dela Cruz


The past year has been about stressing about graduation, doing perfectly well in the last remaining classes so as to maintain that good old CGPA. Job and training applications had been sent out and gruesome interviews with the big bosses have all been guided by one question that may usually be addressed by impulsive responses, carried out without much thought, “What do I really want?”

In the five whole years of my stay in De La Salle Manila, I felt that achievements were about medals and honors given and bestowed upon high academic standing, eloquent and perfectly designed presentations given and the joy received when people are impressed by the results of all that hardwork. In interviews I fondly spoke about how challenging handling people was, the triumphs over the hurdles of bureaucracy, team politics and resource constraints and how impressive those, as I thought were. I have travelled around and spent months spending summers and term breaks in foreign lands, going beyond merely seeing culture but literally living, breathing, eating and experiencing it. I have compared Philippine living conditions from these foreign lands and one direct response was to immediately leave the country upon graduation. 
Paper bead making seminar and hands-on workshop
BEADang Kabuhayan organized by LaSallian team Beads.ph




It was a mere perfect world, as I thought. All travels to and from exotic, highly-cultured, much safer and richer lands, a highly promising career geared towards surpassing expectations constituted my goals and aspirations, until recently when all else is given yet something seems to be lacking. What do I really want? Where do I see myself 1-2-5 years from now? Why so? These questions began to creep in and taunted my spirits, my being me. I felt that all these wins were great to say, but does not have this element of deep desire, this feeling of intense fondness, this what we call passion.

It has been a year since we joined one competition that has  been, as cheesy as you may deem life-changing. Certain realizations came to mind:

Youth participant Annaliz Aniceto,
daughter of mother participant receives
her certificate of participation.
Leadership is never easy. There are those made to lead, and there are those follow. Commitment and responsibility go beyond mere words spoken or pledges written. It is but tested by persistence, patience and the kind of heart one has in pursuing that goal. In this world,  I want to be that fruitloop in that bowl of cheerios. Change begins within. No matter how much you try to inspire, to guide and lead, if the willingness does not, even in the slightest amount; come from the heart, nothing will happen.

Fundamentals of recycled paper bead making and hands-on workshop with Ate Virgie Juntillo July 27, 2012
Grant sponsored by Colgate FreshU 2011. Photo Credit: Jin Dela Cruz
Nanays and youth during the
BEADang Kabuhayan Seminar

 Given this new phase in life, with all my colleagues venturing into new heights,  priorities have changed. I am but left to remain persistent in translating one vision we once shared and bringing them into life. Now that I have assumed responsibility to oversee implementation of this project we were privileged to be given a grant for, it is but life changing to see how one can make much difference in peoples’ lives- bridging that gap, being that instrument of putting people together and allowing interaction to become pro-creators. Given my past 3months working as head of implementation for our project on BEADang Kabuhayan Social Education Program sponsored by Colgate FreshU, I have dealt with mothers and the youth from impoverished communities, negotiated with instructors from other non-government organizations and volunteers to take part. 

Recycled paper bead jewelry-
products taught in seminar

Hearing their stories of happiness found in providing livelihoods for themselves and how successful they’ve been seeing their children finish school with their funds raised have touched my heart. Witnessing their passion and commitment in teaching each other and being friends who pass on skills and become little sparks of inspiration to each other has awaken a desire to become relevant not by virtue of academic honors and studies presented, but by the impact and that mark left by being that person who helped things make possible- possible to realize dreams, new opportunities, new skills and talents and new realm of opportunities opened up by this one project that the team and myself have passionately worked hard for.

BEADang Kabuhayan mother participants with Alay Kapwa head Ms. Marisa Suarez, LaSallianBeads.ph organizing team,
LaSallian Student Volunteers and module instructor from PCF Mr. Marcel Clado
Photo Credit: Jin Dela Cruz


Hug of thank you for the meaningful partnership for change
with Mommy Helen
I have long hoped to land on that perfectly highly paying job that would allow me to travel as much as I would like. I vaguely hoped to be able to give back to society by providing home for the old and homeless. I wanted to be remembered.

What do I really want?

I hope to be the best that I can be- resourcefully successful, passionately driven to be that small spark of change and persistently be that instrument in bringing people together and touch lives.

Colgate FreshU sponsored Advocacy Program
Spearheaded by LaSallian Bead.ph team 2011-2012
Photo Credits: Jin De La Cruz
Lens Baruelo, Rachel Chua, Jin Dela Cruz and Riz Malabanan
with daughters of nanay Irene during the seminar

(L-R) Kennard Guiaco & Rachel Chua for heads for Logistics, Jin Dela Cruz head for Documentations
Rizelle Malabanan head for program design and Co-head for Project Implementations and Lens Baruelo Head for Implementations and Treasurer: Beads.ph spearheading Social Advocacy program BEADang Kabuhayan 2011-2012.



Recycled Paper bead jewelry
LaSallian Student volunteers Gavriel Sullano, Ernest Jeremy Jose,
Ann Sia Pua and Yannis Rigor with Beads.ph's Lens Baruelo.





Linggo, Hulyo 8, 2012

Review Of Related Literature

Review of Related Literature

 What bothers us?
-Personal Safety and security
-Vulnerability to criminality, uneasiness and insecurity about our personal welfares in the society we live in

As Filipinos who have been brought up in the Philippines, members of this team share the same sentiments about the state of personal safety and security we experience. Accounts from friends and family who have had experiences being victimized by theft, robbery, assault and the likes cause a sense of eeriness in the land we call our home. Wandering mendicants, snatchers, pickpockets and hold-uppers are just a few of the entities that threaten our sense of safety and securities, thus making us feel vulnerable to criminality.
This review of related literature helps delve into the root cause of these acts of crimes and understand how these may be addressed in line with governance projects tasked to partner with.
The Oxford dictionary defines crime as an action or omission that constitutes an offense that may be prosecuted by the state and is punishable by law. The word crime may be synonymous to illegal activities or actions that are deemed evil, shameful or wrong.

In the paper entitled “Is Poverty the Main Cause of Crime?” written by Susan Thomas, a criminologist at Oxford University argues that an actual definition of the concept of crime is still somewhat contested and ambiguous as diversities in paradigms affected by culture, tradition and religion set different sets of standards. She illustrates the point in the case of moral transgressions such as kissing in public are punishable by incarceration or imprisonment in Dubai; but is accepted in a somehow more liberal society towards public display of love and affection like the Philippines.

The United Nation’s published paper in 2009 entitled, Urban Safety and Poverty in Asia and the Pacific; crime is said to be often defined as a breach of the law. Although not necessarily universal, crime is associated with legal systems, norms, values and are subject to constructs of culture and tradition. Crime may be high in some cities, but this does not necessarily equate to an increased threat to personal safety if contained in a particular area or is directed towards a minority social or ethnic group.

In the very same study, it is pointed out that threats to safety and human security have a growing impact in the Asia-Pacific region ranging in scale and scope from forms of crime such as organized crimes in forms of terrorist attacks, public disturbances and riots driven by ideological tensions, violence in the community and households, forms of abuse, physical and armed assaults, gang activity and the likes. Although crime and safety have universal tendencies that go beyond geographical, social and cultural borders, there still remain local characteristics indigenous to one.

Levels of performance and welfares of cities are affected and greatly influenced by crime and levels of safety. Both crime and degrees of safety influence structures of cities. Development issues that share the growth and dynamics of institutions and livelihoods are subject to violence, safety and security. Cities can only act as engines or economic growth, democratization and social prosperity if those who live in them feel safe to engage in economic, social, cultural and political life (UN-HABITAT 2007a:8).

Both S. Thomas and the study conducted by the United Nations claim that poverty in itself is not a cause of crime or violence. There is no direct correlation between poverty, gender and safety. Studies, however do not debunk that poverty, when coupled with several triggers such as lack of opportunities, inequality, exclusion, availability of drugs and firearms and such becomes an important factor. This means that the impact of crime and safety on people’s capabilities, livelihoods and sources becomes broader. The study conducted by the United Nations gives emphasis on urban dynamics such as employment and economic opportunities; familial, inclusive cultural and social structures; governance and institutional performance can all contribute to safer cities.

Crime may take in the form of violence. The World Health Organization defines violence as the undue and unlawful exercise of physical, emotional and or psychological force. It may derive from personal assault to institutional and structural reforms and is intended to cause or lead to injury or harm. It is therefore substantial to consider the level of people’s fear of violence, which at times maybe higher than the actual recorded cases of violence.

As citizens dwelling under sovereigns ought to protect and govern over safety and welfare, it is but essential to dwell into the issue of safety. Views toward safety and evaluation of one’s own sense of security differ from person to person. UN-HABITAT’s research indicates that people to respond to their sense of safety in relation to how they understand or experience crime and violence. That very understanding or sense of fear shapes the social and economic functioning of cities and the functioning of social interactions. UN defines security as a condition where people enjoy a set of freedoms, from crime and violence, but also from poverty, social, political and cultural systems which affect people’s capabilities to live life to its fullest.

Violence is said to arise due to increasing levels of conflict between governments and the urban poor regarding developments of infrastructure, housing, access to land and environmental policies. Rising costs of land, the integration of urban cities into the global economy and emerging civil societies would create tensions that would further contribute to conflict.

Furthermore, in UN’s study; the relationship between crime, violence, safety and poverty; as previously pointed out belie straightforward cause and effect patterns. Poverty in itself is not a cause of crime or violence. It has no direct relationship to feelings of safety or fear. What is clear from research is that poverty becomes an important factor when coupled with other triggers.  Kusakabe states in his work on Policy Making on Street Vending published in 2006 that there is a significant economic cost when cities are unsafe. Informal sector livelihoods can be negatively affected by the inability to work safely at night,  by petty corruption of local police officers and by policies that seek to sanitize urban space through clean-up campaigns.

In the Philippines, in a published online article entitled The National Association of Criminal Gangs of the Philippines Nationwide in 2009it was taken into account that crimes such as sneaky office intruders who ran sack during breaks, ATM scams where money is trapped or cards are swapped, Zesto, Salisi, Dugo-Dugo and Budol-Budol gangs post threats to safety.

The study conducted by Fajnzylber and others in 2006 illustrates that social exclusions and marginalization both contribute to and result from crime. In many cities, inequality may be the more important determinant and might be necessary to include in the agenda. The existence of informal settlements and the emergence of resettlement sites continue to be distantly located poorly serviced and thus promulgate disassociation, isolation and fragmentation. This may lead to increased family tensions and vulnerabilities. With these in mind, children in these resettlement sites may be denied of education opportunities, or are less likely to attend school. The loss of shelter security sets a rippling effect into household incomes, health, education and such. When due to stresses brought about by poverty due to domestic abuse or deprivation, households may become dysfunctional. This may negatively affect development among the youth and normalizes the concept of violence both within and outside the walls of home. When the youth are denied opportunities and the ability to integrate into society, problems occur. The consequences for not being able to meet such needs give rise to development of youth gangs, prevalence of drug abuse, increasing number of street children and associated health problems (Jones 2008).

As of the end of 2011, in an account by Exploredia Philippine population has reached 94,012,200. About 2.68 million are in Quezon City, 1.6 million in Manila, 1.4 million in Caloocan, 1.36 million in Davao.

According to the Philippine National Police (PNP) there is a 16.77% decline in crime rates in the Philippines for the first quarter of 2012. “Index crime rates”, which is 61.14% of total crime rate went down by 18.86% according to PNP spokesperson Chief superintendent Agrimero Cruz Jr. Crime against persons (murder, rape, homicide, physical injuries) had a 20.24% decline. This includes a 4.75% decline in rape cases and in homicide and physical injuries, a decline of 20-25%. Crime against property (theft, robbery, car-napping, cattle-hustling) rates also dropped.


“Based on the 2009 official poverty statistics for the basic sectors, fishermen posted the highest poverty incidence for nine basic sectors in the Philippines at 41.4%, the same level in 2006, followed by farmers and children at poverty incidences of 36.7% from 37.2% in 2006 and 35.1% from 32.7% in 2006, respectively. Poverty Incidences for fishermen, farmers, children, self-employed and unpaid family workers are higher than the poverty incidence among population in the Philippines at 26.5% in 2009.
Poverty incidence for four basic sectors increased between 2006 and 2009: youth and migrant and formal sector workers, both with 1.0 percentage point increases, and children and individuals residing in urban areas, both with 0.3 percentage point increases.(NSCB, 2012)”

There has been a decrease in crime rate since 2009 because of the increase in visibility of police in crime prone areas. In the article “What’s The Real Cause of Crimes in The Philippines?”, it states that illiteracy, unemployment, poverty, etc. influence the presence of crime in the Philippines but the root cause of this is lack of moral values. It is said that most Filipinos do know the difference between right and wrong but they do not have the initiative or will to do the good. “Instilling good character and virtues of self-discipline, integrity and service within the context of a loving family and healthy community structures like schools and churches is the best anti-crime program we all can take part and believe in. (Definitely Filipino, 2012)”

Susan Thomas in her work on the relationship between Poverty and Crime, she quotes Kanazawa who points out that human beings have evolved to compete for resources. These instincts need to be kept under control. The hunting instincts of prehistoric man may be compared to the competitive urges in modern man. These may motivate acquisitive crime.

According to the WHO, violence and crime result from inequality and marginalization and acts to reinforce it. There are concerns over safety and these mean that it is less likely that groups and populations of people will find it a challenge to access resources and services provided for, thus leading to marginalization.

Poverty is indeed not the main cause of criminality, but is a possible driver when triggered or aggravated by feelings of exclusion, marginalization and separation from access to opportunities. This team believes that in line with the sentiments shared in class about safety and security, criminality will be addressed through empowerment, inclusion, motivation and introduction to new opportunities to a better way of life.


Sources:
Carillo, J., Petrella L. et al. Urban Safety and Poverty in Asia and the Pacific. UN-HABITAT. 2009. 22 June 2012.


Thomas, Susan. Is Poverty the main cause of crime?. 
     http://susantthomas.blogspot.com/2011/03/is-poverty-main-cause-of-crime.html. 22 June 2012.

National Statistical Coordination Board. http://www.nscb.gov.ph/secstat/d_safety.asp. 23 June 2012.

What’s The Real Cause Of Crimes In The Philippines?
http://definitelyfilipino.com/blog/2012/03/17/whats-the-real-cause-of-crimes-in-the-philippines/


Crime Rate by Area. http://www.nscb.gov.ph/secstat/d_safety.asp. 21 June 2012.

Poverty Statistics. http://www.nscb.gov.ph/pressreleases/2012/PR-201206-SS2-01_pov2009.asp. 23 June 2012.

Leones, C. The Current Situation of Crime Associated With Urbanization: Problems Experienced And Countermeasures Initiated In The Philippines. 22 June 2012.

Rendezvous: Finding that middle ground

Rendezvous: Finding that middle ground

It is but innate to see both the good and the bad in the things that occur in our daily lives. Some wish to dwell more on the positive, hoping that all would turn out well; and there are those who see but either scrutinize and voice out, or rather feel helpless and merely fall into despair.

Inspiring as it seems, writing down thoughts once just mentally conceived but had never gone past the lips nor had been brought out to the world in written text, have so been written down, voiced out and bid hello to either challenge, inspire, provoke or stimulate the senses of those who are attuned to or at least modestly engaged to the happenings that occur in this very society we belong to.

I am fortunate to have been graced by such young yet brilliant minds tasked to share what each had written about the things that bother us. One raised the issue of ill politics in the Philippines, the other about the effects of the Church on health and economic policies, some about ideas of corruption, helplessness and distrust in the very country we were born into and raised- all initially seemed like rants from ungrateful spoiled kids talking ill but because they could not get their way.

Although things shared within the group all made sense and appealed to my heart, there was one particular sharing that struck me. This sharing started with questions probing about why things are the way they are despite promises made and hopes raised up but end up disappointing? We belong in a nation that is ought to protect and uphold the rights of those within its sovereign but are rather taunted and played with by those who swore to abide by these. The irony in our existence as Filipinos in a "democratic nation" associated with a supposed degree of freedom yet labeled as a corrupt, impoverished nation. There is this issue between the Church's imposed authority upon political decisions made by the government that raised eyebrows. Her sentiments shared in our native tongue, in Filipino. Rarely do I find interest in reading texts in Filipino nor do I find them easy to imbibe. I was left in awe to have witnessed such passion without intimidation.

The sharing was a rendezvous, a meeting set where minds meet. Different hurts and different concerns-all but met and rendezvoused in a common ground called being Filipino.

Sensibilities

What Bothers Me?

 

Batang Gangsters of DelPan Tondo recognized as "BG" or BadGuys
aged 12-21 years old
Photo by: Alberto B. Baruelo III

One of our family fotos: Summer in Langkawi 2012
My happy, safe and secure home.
Home has indeed the greatest influence in one's well-being. Taste, concepts, principles, paradigms, ideologies and even behavior are all shaped by our daily exchange of stimulus within this structure we are born into and brought up in.

Growing up in a household where things are made to seem safe and sweet was the perfect little world for a young mind. The food, the lifestyle, the culture and ways of life centrally revolved around a certain few members of this social circle that rarely gave regard to the outside world that this young mind had not yet fully appreciated to have existed until the later years.
Apparently, life felt that everything the world has to offer had already been realized not having to fathom that the very mindset imbibed had limited views down to this confined utopian world and had shaded the entirety of humanity. There were these concepts of good food, perfect quaint home, cultural travels to and from, fun visits to the doctor, indifference to price; but not those of hunger, homelessness, sickness, vulnerability and helplessness. Simply, the world was merely one-sided.

2010 Summer family foto with friends
Life in the much earlier years were about the mere self doing what one wishes without much thought. Years pass by and a bit of curiosity about those surrounding us say hi to our consciousness. Questions that were once about why the sky is blue, why the sea is salty, why this this thing is the way it is and eventually transcend into asking "how about the other"?

C. Wright Mills' work on the Sociological Imagination highlighted the significance of delving within to seek understanding of the self, his place in this structure and gauge his own faith. Mills, in his own words invoked this concept of sociological imagination and gives life to the concept saying: "The sociological imagination enables its possessor to understand the larger historical scene in terms of its meaning for the inner life and the external career of a variety of individuals… By such means, the personal uneasiness of individuals is focused upon explicit troubles and the indifference of public is transformed into involvement with public issues."   The author's sentiments speak of a higher consciousness, opening up the mind and the senses to phenomena and actualize the effects not just on the self but on society at large and shift from apathy to involvement.
View from Clementi WestCoast Home, Singapore
The Park Summer 2011

What bothers me? This is a question crucial in helping identify elements that drive, persuade and influence perception and eventually action. The question plays a role in picking out things that bring about threat to those valued.

I am a Filipino citizen. I am under the sovereignty of the Philippine government that is ought to protect and uphold my rights, but do i feel safe to walk along the streets, to stroll in public parks with ease or even drive without fear of being held up by officers with fabricated traffic violations? These could all be my petty little "troubles"- these being my private little issues but don't these seem to plague our society and torment our fellowmen?

Does it feel all right that beyond my home's iron gates are mendicants begging for change- a peso or two? Doesn't it send shivers when impoverished mothers carry in their arms a couple of months-old children exposed to the scorching heat, the dust and the smoke; not to mention is the risk of getting hit by fast moving vehicles? Does it not seem wrong that holes are dug up on roads everywhere lasting for months and increasing heavy traffic perfectly scheduled to take place during rainy seasons leading to floods too? How does it feel to find out that a friend has been mugged right in front of your university?

Batang Gangsters Joseph, JR and Onad posing for the camera
during a thesis documentary shoot on young delinquents of Tondo
Photo by: Alberto B. Baruelo III

How do we feel about driving along EDSA where drivers do not seem to know the word give way and instead live by the rule of getting ahead, that is always? How do I feel about fellowmen who claim to be advocates to change yet laugh at sexuality, condemn those misunderstood, ridicule and focus on the matter one thing is being said rather than what is being said and end up looking for someone to take the blame? How do I feel about advertisements in the Philippines defining beauty as being white when our naturally brown skin is the envy of pale-skinned Westerners?

It is but painful that our nation seeks change- that we claim we ought to find corruption and initiate value creation. We say we want freedom. We stage rallies. We impeach, out throw and depose. We say we hate dishonesty, but have we been truly honest with ourselves? We say we want freedom. We fight for it and yet when free, what do we do with it? Is it not we drift back and reduce our beings to mere objects ought to be directed? We act of of hate for things we do not fully understand. It is but our own arrogance, our claim to righteousness that causes our cyclical downfall.

JR in his domain in Tondo, Manila Philippines
Photo by: Alberto B. Baruelo III
 Emancipation from hang ups, from hatred, from pride and arrogance is indeed far flung. I honestly feel tempted at times to slumber back to indifference as awareness leads to vulnerability and helplessness. At times too I would remind myself of my plans of leaving this country behind and starting anew, but I can not deny myself to ask once in a while, why still feel something for this nation?

My being Filipino is rooted to my very being. Shameful I may find it at times due to all these things bothering, i can not flee away from this being.

"His living contributes, however remotely; to the shaping of society and to the course of history." are the words Mills uses to awaken. My living in shame, in disgust and hatred echoes. Although I rant about the rights I am entitled to but am left disappointed, I too have a responsibility to my country.

Taking little steps to acceptance shall lead the way to change in time.